That night, I'm crying like hell because it feels like my heart is going to burst. I don't feel the tranquility that I used to have before. It's hard for me to sleep every night because I'm thinking about something that I'm not supposed to. It has been 3 days since my heart hurts but I tried to pretend that nothing happens.

I know that day is the day that I must let go everything that I have.

Because of my one true intentions and I'm strong enough. 

It takes a lot of courage to say about it but when I know my intention is because of Him, I know I can. 

The next day, which is Friday, my heart feels like a brand new heart lol. But it's true. I love to remember how it feels. The peacefulness that you can't get anywhere else except when you're with Him alone. Then I know this is a right thing to do as my heart says. 

Now, "Trust Him and just keep going forward."